Set Fire to the Rain

Have you ever felt being loved? Well of course. You're loved by your parents, siblings if you have one, and your friends in school or friends from the neighborhood. But with the opposite sex is what I was pertaining to. I'm pretty sure we've all experienced falling for someone in the class during our childhood days. We can never forget the first boy/girl that we fell for. Some experienced being ignored by their crushes thinking they're good enough to impress them. The truth is you can never totally please everyone.

As a teenager, I can't say that I am already an experienced person when it comes to Love. And because I am still growing, I make mistakes, and the most important thing, I learn. And I think just like our life, relationships are battles. Just recently I lost one.

Yes, it is really heart breaking. It will make you realize things. Aside from realizing the happy moments you've spent together with that oh-so special One, It would make you realize how bad you were, and how bad ass you are when it comes to handling those things, considering that you're still young for things like that. You'll then realize your wrong doings (though realizing them won't make you feel any better). You know you can't do anything about it, just grow up and learn from it. Our partner as well, of course makes mistakes. We all know that, no relationship is perfect. Every relationships have flaws, which is good to know because it means that the relationship is working. Working, in a sense that both parties have own opinions, views or ideas that they share to each other for each of them to learn from it. But as humans, we get tired, we get confused, we cry, we suffer, we quit, we lose, we end it.

I believe that every creature, happenings, arguments, crimes,  in this world has an ending. Do you agree with me? That ending, I think, is just the beginning because from that end we learn how to start again. No matter how hard it is to move your feet from the situation, you still have to accept the fact that the person you say those three-word sentence to, would never be there for you again the way he/she was there for you during the first week you said "Yes" to him. Both of you said good bye to the problems, the stresses, the commitments. Just never say good bye to being there for each other, maybe as friends. That's what mature people do. I don't agree with what most people say that exes can never be friends again.  Because ONLY BITTER PEOPLE SAY THAT, "I CAN NEVER BE FRIENDS WITH MY EX". Not because you were hurt by him or her, but you must learn how to move on, I think. If people don't like you, then move on! If they don't have time for you, then look for the people who can alot their time only for you, It is that simple. Why do you still have to cry and slash your wrist showing people your emoish side?  We only live once. We should make the most out of our lives. Never waste time for those people who can't appreciate your existence.

Some leave because they both want to, they're both tired, they both need to rest, and they both need to find themselves. However, you can still meet that special someone, someday, some time, and that time  maybe, you can already prove yourselves to each other and say that you've grown already and can already handle things like 'relationships' like when both of you were still teenagers, that you've found yourselves, that you've both learned your lessons. You can finally tell that special person that "I'm never giving up on us again." 

If both of you are really destined for each other, no matter what happen you will end up together because it's God's will. If  things didn't go your way, don't be sad. You just have to realize that God has better plans for you.


YOLO! 
-till the next post. <3 

I missed you! :)

Oh Gawd. It's been long since I posted here. It's because I am hella busy about school stuff. I missed you blogspot!

It felt like missing half of my life. Even if I want to, I just can't find the time for posting :( So much for drama, I'll go on now about sharing you guys my experience of being a second year college student and I'll sum it all up for you guys...

The batch was again reshuffled, I really don't know what's their point of reshuffling again and again. So I met new friends. The feeling that you're able to get along with them, it's just so wonderful. I became friends with people I wasn't expecting to be that close to me. They're awesome, really! But of course we can't always please everyone, there are still people who would want to keep you down. There are still people who don't care to be one of your friends.

We're still stuck under the ground. lololo. I mean, we are still having our classes at the A.king building, the BASEMENT oh Gawwd. What a shame. You kno, we're paying almost 76k per semester, and still they can't find us better place to stay. We can't stay there foreveeer!!! (If only I could tell that to their face </3)

I've experienced "BATENGTENG" the nerve wracking big bell for our OSPE (it's actually an empty oxygen tank), our practical examination wherein the students must act like they are already PT's treating patients. Yes, you read it right, patients. We have patients during our practical exam. Swear, If you heard that fuck*n bell, all of the things that you have studied and practiced will be gone just like how a bubble will suddenly disappear. My point is... why do they have to put such pressure on us, when it's not even necessary. They're telling us, it is for us to be aware whenever there are emergencies in the future. (As if there will always be emergencies.) We are future physical therapists people! we are not firefighters!! and we won't  be working inside the emergency room and do the surgery. *sigh*

There were also lots of intrigues this first semester. SHOCKING intrigues I've heard for the first time! Even my friends are getting involved. My friends are telling me some secrets because they trust me. I just can't hide the feeling that I know every bit of the story. ;) I feel so special! Not that i'm going to reveal them here! haha!

Now it's the end of the semester, I think I should wave good bye to my new friends and classmates because I'll be having another batch of NEW classmates next term. I'll definitely miss each one of them. I'll always keep in touch and pray for them. Last but not the least... I wish to have an understanding, not judgmental, and considerate professors next term. Bow.


i will miss you PT 2-1! :)

Always up to you.

 These past few days I've been a bad girl. The one who spills out things, the one who fights back. The one who blurts out anything she wanted to say just to express herself. I know I ain't perfect, you neither. It's just that, people around me were the ones who made me like this. People are people, they are what they want themselves to be...

I've been dealing with this sadness inside me the past few days because of problems. Problems I did not know I could still solve. Forlorn, I am. As long as I wanted to fight back the pain, It still comes back making me weak each time I remember. I know I could be happy. I know I will be. I keep on telling myself, "Girl, It's always your choice." - If you wanted to be happy, then be it. Likewise, If you don't want to stay down forever, then find your own happiness, It won't come to you and voila! you're fine again, It's not that. You are the one who controls your life. You are the one who decides what would happen next. This week I've been repeating that line to myself, not only to myself but to other people I wanted to help and cheer them up who let themselves suffer from sadness.

  In the end of this week I promised myself. No one could control me. I won't let no one. Not because I'm angry with someone, not because I love em. It's because I let myself to be that 'someone' I wanted to be. I don't want it to be 'because of someone' that's why I am like this, Oh, except my mom and dad, i thank them for that. (They made love that's why Im here. LOL) IT is my choice If I want to be the Bad one, the mean one, to be the extrovert or the other way around.

In the end of the day when you found yourself crying, I need you to tell yourself , "I wouldn't be sad If I don't let myself be sad. Like I can be happy If I just let myself be." - Positivity always helps. Let's make things easier. Control yourself. Life is a journey, there's no time for mourning. Remember things happen for a reason. Don't let yourself stay on a horrible ordeal. It's always about you. Always up to you. And now, SMILE beautiful creature of God. Remember He's with you. *hugs*

-dindin- :)

MOMS ARE SUPER

May 8 2011, first week of May.

Today's Mothers' day and I'm so glad our mama's still with us. We're so blessed to have a mom like her.

And in this very special day I wanted to make her smile, and let her know I love her.

Yesterday I was thinking what present I could give to make my mama happy. I'm broke at the moment and I don't have the time to buy her a present. What else I could do to surprise her? 

Last night I thought of making a video, like I did last last last week for my baby's birthday on June (yes it's pretty early but I made it in advance so I won't hassle)

I started collecting pictures of her, us(her kids), and some of our family pictures. :)

I made the video less than an hour, but guess what, I uploaded it for few hours -_-

It's quite slow but thank God I uploaded it not too late for my mom to see it.

I'm happy for the result of my effort. LOL. I really am.

Earlier this morning, mom logged in on to her FB account and saw the video. That time I was washing the dishes and all i can hear was the music of my video for her.

I sneaked into the room and saw mama crying ;) I know seeing a mother crying is the worst feeling on earth ever, but that time was different, She's crying tears of joy :)

I'm just so glad mama appreciated it. I was just so sorry I made her cry :')

Truth is the three of us, ate, gerard and I had the idea of making a video, ate gave the song, and I did the honor of making the video while gerard's helping.

This day I made my mom happy. Same with others. I just want you all to know how mothers are important in our life. Never take them for granted. Never disobey. Love them more than yourself and take care of them now, before it's too late. Life is too short. We'll never know what will happen, but for now tell them that you love them, I think that's the most gift a mother can get from her child.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL WONDERFUL MOTHERS OUT THERE!

iMovie

I made a video lyrics of
Who says by Selena Gomez

I used iMovie, an app for apple products. Guess what, it was pretty cool! :3
There are varieties of designs and fonts plus non-ordinary effects to create a very presentable movie.

PLEASE?

We can never please everybody.
People always have something to say. They never stop judging. Those people including me. Including You.You can't swear to God that you haven't judged people since you were born.

People who have something to say will either praise you or criticize you.
Have you experienced being judged?
Accused of something you did not do or you are not?
Well, I don't think that's enough reason for you to let yourself down.
In life, that's normal, the thing is that, It is always up to you if you'll take those criticisms as positive, and productive.
Life's like a game. You'll win or lose. Always either of the two.
If you know how to play, you'll win. If not, You lose.

I've been judged so many times. What's funny is that, those people who don't even know me personally have the guts. Thinking that they don't have the right.
So unfair, right?

Once again, don't let yourself down.
Just be yourself.
Do the right thing.
My mom always tells me, "Let them do bad things to you, just don't get revenge "

What goes around comes around.

Until now, Here I am, even stronger because of every criticisms I am receiving.
You don't always have to please them. Just be yourself and you'll be loved.


thoughts on thoughts. Thanks for reading, till my next post! (be back after three days-on a vaca trip, see you!)

HOLY WEEK ~ SEMANA SANTA

 Ang mga Pilipino ay isa sa mga nagdiriwang at umaalala sa Semana santa o tinatawag na Mahal na Araw. Ito ang pag-alala sa pagpapakasakit ni Hesus sa krus, para sa atin, sa mga nagawa nating kasalanan dahilan ng kanyang pagmamahal sa atin. Tradisyon na ng mga Pilipino ang pagsasabuhay o pagsasadula ng pagpapakasakit na pinagdaanan ni Hesus bago siya ipako sa krus, ang Senakulo.
 Itong linggo ay naging abala ako at ang aking pamilya sa pagbisita sa simbahan (upang makinig ng salita ng Diyos), at sa pagsama sa prusisyon. Nakagawian na namin at maituturing nang isang ritwal ang pagpunta ng simbahan, lalo na sa araw ng pangilin- isa sa mga sampung utos ng Diyos. Isa narin dito ang pagpunta sa simbahan sa Mahal na araw, maliban pa sa Pasko, Bagong taon, etc.

Ito rin ang mga pagkakataong tayo ay makababawi sa kanya at makapagbabalik loob sa mga mabubuting kanyang ginawa sa atin. Ang pagbibigay ng iyong sarili at pagsasakripisyo, kung saan babawasan ang mga nakagawian para ialay ang sarili sa kanya.


Napakasarap sa pakiramdam matapos ang isang linggo ng pagbibigay ng iyong sarili sa Kanya hanggang sa padating ng araw ng Kanyang muling pagkabuhay. Atin siyang mahalin at pahalagahan. :) Pangalagaan ang kanyang mga nilikha at isabuhay ang kanyang mga salita.


Below's the schedule of Holy Week activites in our church.

April 17 - Palm Sunday
 6:oo - mass
April 18 and 19 - mass and confession
April 19 Tuesday - Estasyon ng Bayan  (when we had the long walk for the 14 stations :)
April 20 Wednesday - Mass and confession,  sa hapon Prusisyon ng pagpapakasakit - The procession of the Saints 

April 21 Thursday- Misa ng Krisma (Balanga Cathedral), 5:oo Mass for the Last Supper, 6:oo pagbabantay sa banal na sakramento
April 22 Friday- Araw ng Abstinensya at pag-aayuno
-Seven last words / Siete Palabras
-4:oo pm Pagpaparangal sa banal na krus
-6:oo pm Prusisyon ng pagkamatay at libing ng ating Panginoong Hesukristo
April 23 Saturday - 8:oo pm Bihilya ng muling pagkabuhay 10:oo pm, Prusisyon ng pagsalubong
April 24 - Easter Sunday!!! :)))


~HAPPY EASTER SUNDAY ~