I don't really know what to write or type in this blank space in front of me right now. I don't actually have any idea or topic to start a new post with.
There's just sooo many things I have in mind right now that makes me feel, let's say, sad. And I don't know what to do about it. I tried every little thing I can do to lessen it and pass time, like:
✓ I listened to music - which made it worse. (shuffling the playlist didn't help.- cause every songs related to something.)
✓ I ate a lot of sweets - not good for le precious teeth
✓ I made portraits of anyone who has a picture on my phone - I ended up getting tired of it and just sleep.
✓I draw anything that crosses my mind or I write it down. -thanks to my wonder doodle book.
✓ Hang out with friends - nothings changed LOL
✓ I sleep a lot - almost got to class late because I overslept. Not a good idea
Tell me what else to do. It's making me crazy. I think too much. I tend to give a lot. I always forget to keep some for myself. It's eating up my everything. I'm just trying to stand up from it and balance the situation. I'm just trying to understand.
I don't know...
But for now, I'm going to hold on to this message above.
-maybe because
#1 I have no idea of what's going on yet.
#2 I don't wanna have to jump into conclusions and stress myself.
#3 I want to stay positive and act my age.
Or maybe, just maybe... there really is no problem and It's just me creating one in my mind.
I just hope I'm not ruining anything.
till next post.
