LEFT OUT, are you?

A friend once talked to me. A friend that I don't usually hangout with.  I was at the oval then when he approached me. He greeted me, and out of nowhere he blurted, "Masakit palang ma-left out no?"  - Those were not the exact words, but I know that's what he meant. I told him, " Oo naman. Mahirap din. Lalo na pag kaibigan." He agreed. He told me he just felt that feeling just 5 minutes ago before seeing me. It's when he heard from another friend that his barkada will be going somewhere to celebrate the end of being first year college students, without telling him or inviting him to join them. I can see it in his face then, he was hurt. I can feel it too, because I myself have felt that too. The feeling of being left out. I feel that, everyday of my life when in school. Likewise, I shared my story to him.

Being positive in everything, that's my strength. And God, the greatest. - That friend of mine, like me has a partner. He has a girl friend and I have a boyfriend. Being taken, I think, was one of the reasons, maybe, why our friends spend less time with us, for us. I told him, "Siguro kasi, sa tingin ko hindi nalang nila tayo bina-bother na iinvite kasi alam nila we have something else to do with our girl friend and boy friend." I comforted him.

Siguro nga. Pero nakakalungkot parin kasi, na kahit man lang tanungin ka, "Gusto mo ba sumama sa amin.. blah blah." hindi nila magawa. Kahit papano naman diba they have to tell us kung may lakad sila. Tapos, sa harap mo pa mismo magkukwentuhan ng mga masasayang nangyari sa kanila. Ang sakit lang.

While he shares, those were the words, thoughts in my mind. I'm near to crying. He added, "Anyway, I chose her over them. It's my decision." And I think he's happy, though.

Thanks to his girl friend. She saved me from crying. LOL. I knew it, he was waiting for his girl friend. They get into his car, then drove away. It was when I started to think... Really, I was left out. Right now that I am alone under this tree at the oval, waiting for my boy friend, while my friends are somewhere having fun without us. I know, I just have to understand.  

I wanted to be with them, really and it just... Hurts.

I love my friends, and I miss them.

EYE STATIC

Right now while I'm typing this post, I can see static, like looking on a television without signal. I've been experiencing this for months, and years now. Ever since I was a highschool student. Now that I already am a college student, I still experience this shit. Every time I experience this, my head aches, and I can't see clearly, seems like looking on a pixelated picture. Ugh. I'm worried that maybe It's some kind of an eye problem. :( I researched about this and found people who experienced the same "eye static" thing. Here is what I have found- a conversation of a person with such problem with a doctor:

Eye Static

 

by Bluesman522, Apr 24, 2006 12:00AM

I've just realized this recently, but it seems like I'm constantly looking at static. I mean, i see everything well, but looking at a large area of solid color

Color blindness
Color blindness tests
Color vision test

its more noticable. Its hard to describe, its like in the background, or in the are between my eyes and the object im looking at, it seems just like television static. It's not bothersome, but I'm afriad it might be a sign of some other problem. Its sort of like looking at a screen with billions of little pixels. It doesn't impair me at all, but its curious. I used to have lots of floaters, different colored blobs crossing my field of vision when I was younger, but I don't see those very often anymore unless I look at something bright. Does anyone have an idea of what I'm experienceing?

by Forum-OD-MP, Apr 24, 2006 12:00AM

yes, there are multiple threads on this board about this.  you might have to search back a year or so to find them.

this is not an eye problem.  it is neuroligical.  you probably need a neuro exam.  for what its worth, it is usually untreatable.  but you should still be evaluated by a neurologist. 

 

 

 

And now I'm more worried because of what I just read.  What If I'm dying?

HAHA. Nah! Just kidding. I have dreams to reach and goals to achieve. haha. 

God will never leave my side, I know.

*just sayin'*

- The static I'm seeing is almost gone.. But my head still aches. It's time for me to end this post, and relax my eyes before It's too late. lol.

Poor little chickies. :(

  

Our helper saw a chick on the ground while she's in the backyard. The poor little chick's right eye was bleeding. She picked it up and wrapped it with a cloth. 

It's not yet fully grown, you can see it through its feathers. 

An hour later I went back there to check the little chickie out, but I saw another chick on the ground. At first I thought it fell from where we put it, but I checked then saw the chick  was still there. There were now two chickies. I think they fell from the mango tree in our backyard. Poor little chickies. :( Their mom didn't take care of them.

WHO LIVES IN A PINEAPPLE UNDER THE SEA?

by Holly Hartman 


It's time to catch up on the facts about SpongeBob! After a hiatus of nearly two years—during which the cheerful, fun-loving sponge starred in a major feature film—the television series returns in 2005 with an all-new fourth season.

•  SpongeBob SquarePants (born July 14, 1986)
• SpongeBob is a childish, eccentric sea sponge who lives in a pineapple in the underwater city of Bikini Bottom. He works as a fry cook at the Krusty Krab, a job which he is exceptionally skilled at. SpongeBob is very immature and is a constant annoyance to those around him, but he is very good natured. 

• SpongeBob was created by Steve Hillenburg, a former marine biologist and science teacher who went to art school to study cartooning. Like SpongeBob, Hillenburg once worked as a fry cook at a seafood restaurant.
• Hillenburg liked drawing marine life and thought sponges were the "oddest of all" these creatures. But the lumpy shape of natural sponges didn't feel right for the character he wanted to create. A sink sponge turned out to be perfect—it's so clean and so square, just like the innocent and un-hip SpongeBob.
• SpongeBob lives in a pineapple because pineapples are a common motif in Polynesian crafts. In addition, Hillenburg says he thought SpongeBob "would like the smell" of a pineapple home. Smell is a very important sense for sea animals.
• SpongeBob was originally named SpongeBoy. However, that name was already trademarked (legally owned by someone else).
• Squidward only has six legs, but he is nevertheless an octopus. Animators thought that having eight legs on the character—which would be correct for an octopus—made him look too burdened.
• Tom Kenny, who does the voice of SpongeBob, says his character's laugh was meant to make viewers think of the ocean. It is based on the distinctive call of a dolphin, with just a touch of a seagull's shriek.
• Tom Kenny also does the voices of Dog on Catdog and the Mayor of Townsville on The Powerpuff Girls.
• According to SpongeBob's driver's license, he was born July 14, 1986. But he was already living on his own—and trying to get a job at the Krusty Krab—when the SpongeBob show debuted in 1999.
• The recipe for Krabby Patties is a well-guarded secret, but creator Hillenburg has hinted that these mystery burgers may be vegetarian. Otherwise, some inhabitants of Bikini Bottom would be cannibals.
• SpongeBob always tries to do his best. He's now helping out the New York City Department of Environmental Protection by urging kids to help save water. The campaign features an enormous SpongeBob—swollen from absorbing an entire bathtub of water—with the slogan "Save Water—Don't Drip New York Dry!"

Fast Facts on Spongebob (2012) Retrieved from http://www.factmonster.com/spot/spongebobfacts.html

HERE'S A VIDEO OF TOM KENNY DOING THE SPONGEBOB LAUGH

Just click on the link, and enjoy :)

Spongebob Laugh

Daig pa tambutso ng sasakyan.

Sa araw araw na pumapasok ako sa school. Nasasagap ko lahat ng polusyon. haha! Seriously. My school uniform is white, but before I arrive in school, there's dust all over. So i have to go to the CR to make pag-pag may uniform. It'll be dirty white if i won't make pagpag. LOL. Pano ba naman, ang daming pasaway, karamihan ng sasakyan, Smoke belcher. Pati yung drivers, smoke belcher! San ka pa! Ang nakakainis pa dun, you can see stickers or signs posted on the walls of their jeepneys "NO SMOKING" pero sila mismong mayari ng sasakyan, naninigarilyo: 

NO SMOKING YOUR FAAAACE!

MEH GAAADD!!


 What's wrong with you people? Sobrang naiirita ako pag nakikita ko yang mga signs na yan, without the driver following what is written on the sign board. Ibubuga pa sa mukha mo ung usok. My gulay. Amoy palang, hindi na maganda. Araw araw ko ring iniisip, what's with the cigarette? Bakit gustong gusto ng karamihan. You'll get no benefit from those cigars. Since I was a kid, I promised myself, I won't puff and huff smokes.  err. I have no plan to destroy my beautiful body. LOL.  (~_^) SO TAKE CARE OF YOURS!

LOADING..

Ok.. This is my first post. On my blog. (my second Blog actually- first one's lost-forgot the password->so stupid) Ugh. 

I just got home, from Manila. We don't have classes now. The term's just ended. I'll be a second year college this S.Y. 2011-2012. I enjoyed the first year of being a college student. Matter-of-factly, I have no idea why I ended up studying in that school. My first year in La Salle HSI was great. At first I don't think I could easily find true friends. Because my impression to that school's high."Mayayaman lang yung nagaaral dun, matataas, mahirap abutin. Karamihan, mayabang." Yeah right. My new friends are so not like that. I was mistaken. Doon ko lang napatunayan na maling mali na igegeneralize lahat ng comments. Dahil hindi lahat ng tao, kagaya ng iniisip natin. 

I loved the place where I am now. I learned to love the people around me. And I learned to love myself more. Many things happened. Good and bad ones. But despite the difficulties, we survived :)  I just hope that, next term, we'll all be under the same room and on the same section. Maraming aalis. :'( Some will be going out of the country, some will shift courses, and others will be transferring to other Universities. Ang dadaya naman nila. Kung kelan napapalapit na sa isa't isa.College life is a tough and a challenging stage in life, for me, it's just starting. Those friends who'll be going, I wish you all good luck, we'll meet someday. Break a leg, dudes! <3 We'll miss you. - In life nothing's permanent.  -  I remembered that line while typing this post.